她伴随着长笛的倾诉而去......

人们经常问:“什么是最好和最美的?”记得我的一位朋友跟我说起过:“今天永远是最好。”细细揣摩起来确有一番道理。是啊,今天过去了就不在有,明天将会发生什么永远是未知的,朋友们,珍惜吧。

她叫雷媛,今年才30岁,是我的一个亲表妹,因为我自己没有妹妹而且又是这辈人中年纪最大的,虽然相距千里但我们一直是亲如兄妹的。但是天有不测风云,非常不辛的是前年秋天她患了淋巴腺癌,大夫当时说最多还能坚持半年左右。怕她住院寂寞,我去重庆看望她时给她带去一盘自己录制的长笛磁带和一个小收录机,她很快就喜欢上了长笛那浑厚而柔和的声音,还说要让我教会她吹长笛。多少次,她伴随长笛的音乐熬过了化疗带来的常人难以忍受的痛苦,多少次,她在睡梦中梦见她在大海和蓝天之间飘荡,用长笛诉说和回忆着,多少次,她已经昏迷,长笛的声音又将她唤醒。

终于,癌症还是夺去了她,她走得很从容,很安详,听着悠悠的笛声她永远地睡着了。临终前她说:“ 我死后,仪式上不要放哀乐,就播放雷哥的长笛吧。” 家里人按照她的要求,就以这种别开生面的方式将她送走了。

老雷 2001年9月20日 | back |

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媛 妹
She went away for ever with flute confiding ......

Someone always asks: " What is the best and most beautiful? " I remembered one of my friends said to me: " Today is always the best. " If you think over this, you would find it is indeed reasonable. Yes, today passed and would not be back again, no one can forecast what will be happened tomorrow, it is always a X factor, please value time, dear friends.

She is called Lei Yuan, only 30 this year, one of my young sister-in-law. Because I have no any sister and I am the oldest one at the position in my family hierarchy, I have been treating her as my own sister. But accident can not be presupposed, it was very unfortunate that she fell in lymphatic cancer in the autumn the year before last year, the doctor said that she could only support herself at most for half of year. To let her not feel lone during stay in hospital, I brought her a cassette tape of my own flute performance and a workman, she is very interested quickly in the soft and favourable sound from flute, she also said to learn flute with me. Much times, she pulled through the chemical cure accompanied flute music, much times, she dreamed herself flying at the side between sky and sea, called to the memory and poured by flute, many times, she was already narcosis but wakened by flute sound.

At last, the cancer seized her life, she went quietly and serenely, she sleeped for ever with flute music. Before her life ended, she said: " After I dead, do not play funeral music on the ceremony, I still want to listen my elder brother's flute music." The family sent her as this peculiar way as her requirement.

Baldwin Lei 20-09-2001 | back |